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Hidden Cities

by Fourlight Firefly

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1.
Don't Let Me Go A different city, a different world You a different boy and I was still a girl So much we didn't know of how our lives would go But still we knew the truth of who we were You said you loved me, in your way Pulling closer, pushing away Right then if I could I'd have stayed there always And you said: Hold on – I know I'll try to let you go but Please don't let me go And I promised you Changing time and changing circumstance So many bright lights fade into the distance That's how it goes and everybody knows it We don't like it but it's not like we chose it The little slights help in letting go Build the walls up, and let the silence grow It's ok it's all part of the process Except I can't forget that you said Hold on - I know I'll try to let you go but Blease don't let me go You said – hold on to me I know I'll try to let you go but Please don't let me go and I promised you I promised you I promised you I reach out you don't return my call Don't know what you remember, wanna forget it all Instead I'm crying lying on the floor I'm so tired I'm so sick and bored of it. A different city, a different world A woman trapped in the words of the girl I was Still clutching, clinging too tight To the promise of a long-ago night, saying Hold on – I know I'll try to let you go but Please don't let me go And I said: I'll hold on to you – I know you'll try to let me go but Please don't let me go Don't let me go Don't let me go 'Cause I promise you I promise you I promise you I promise you
2.
Tangled 04:53
Tangled We dreamed the same dream as it shifted into nightmare Mermaids underwater, tangling our long hair Struggles in the deep, hidden undercurrents Shipwrecking swells came crashing to the surface Oh, tangled up together This terrible knot none but the sharpest blade could sever You and me, this crazy thing that binds us Now you’ve cut me free - now I see it was a kindness I will always swim for a song with a familiar rhythm Shaking every limb for that heartbeat dance To find a partnering - a speaker of the same old language How you drew me in - how could I ever disengage you? Oh, tangled up together This terrible knot none but the sharpest blade could sever You and me, nothing could unwind us Now you’ve cut me free - now I see it was a kindness to me And I awaken And how I miss you, and our breathless existence Now I have paid you the cost of my resistance Banished from our dreamlife, cast upon the current I fill with light and air - I come crashing to the surface Oh, tangled up together This terrible knot none but the sharpest blade could sever You and me, where they’ll never find us Now you’ve cut me free - now I see it was a kindness to me And I awaken
3.
Lady Stockholm The toughest trap Is one that’s made with given things Littered with bits of broken wings A place of longing And in the dark Any bright thing casts a spark Any fire could be a hearth That spells belonging And I learned to belong here You get along Get used to feeling kind of wrong Get used to feeling really strong Just for surviving And in a while, All the lies become a style And when it starts to feel worthwhile Then you’re arriving At the point of lost returns You took my bones, and we built a home How can I tear these walls away? I gave my all, and as I watch you fall It takes everything I have to walk away, (Lady Stockholm), From you I clutch the key Move from the place where you held me And wonder why, now I am free I break from grieving Cause I’ve been had Thrown so much good love after bad So much belief after your madness I’m still believing That I belong here You took my bones, and we built a home How can I tear these walls away? I gave my all, and as I watch you fall It takes everything I have to walk away, (Lady Stockholm), Give up everything I had and walk away… From you
4.
You And Me And The Elephant There’s no room left in this room we share There’s no light and there’s no air There’s just gray and wrinkly skin There’s a word we dare not speak Shakes the walls - the floors creak Underneath the weight of this mess we’re in It’s been here so long - I don’t even know where we went wrong It’s eaten all the food, drank all the beer - now we can’t get out of here It’s gotten much too strong But I’m glad that we have this time To spend together where everything’s fine It’s just you and me And the elephant, elephant, elephant There’s not much left not underfoot It’s got so I don’t know where to look anymore I keep my eyes to the ground Once in a while you start to stretch out Open your arms, take a deep breath but Then you hear the trumpet sound I’m just joking dear there’s nothing worth mentioning standing over here And no-one’s going anywhere We’ve all made ourselves so comfortable! I’m glad that we have this time To spend together where everything’s fine It’s just you and me And the elephant, elephant, elephant No calls - we don’t answer the phone But it feels great to be here alone With just you and me And the elephant, elephant, elephant … I can feel the floors crack beneath me … I’m glad that we have this time To spend together where everything’s fine It’s just you and me And the elephant, elephant, elephant No calls - it might answer the phone But it feels great to be here alone With just you and me And the elephant
5.
Your Monster 04:05
Your Monster Before I came here I was someone just like you A blessed stranger to the change you put me through But then you held that twisted mirror to my eyes And turned them to a face I did not recognize I’m transformed in here The holding ground for all your fear And as myself, I disappear, into what you see I begin to be your monster Your monster There is a darkness at the edges of your mind It cries out to be seen but you’ll always be blind In darkened corners where your sun will never shine It cries out to be named and now that name is mine In your web of dreams Where everything becomes just what it seems And all your secrets bursting at the seams - you need me I’ll step in to be Your monster all you disavow is come back to you now all of you you cannot know in me, let your horror show I’m transformed in here The holding ground for all your fear And now it’s done - I have become what you see Say hello to me: Your monster
6.
Werepyre 03:02
Werepyre In my last life, I was a werepyre I’m still in love with the brittle taste of fear When you wake up from a deep sleep You jump a few inches up in the air, oh It’s criminal, the things I’d like to do to you What duty tells me to, oh Subliminal, you flinch when I get close to you You know you do When I draw near, on the dance floor Nothing to fear - it’s nothing you haven’t tangled with before Night-time takes you back there Jump a few inches up in the air, oh It’s criminal the things I’d like to do to you What nature tells me to, oh Subliminal, you flinch when I get close to you You know you do Oh, oh, are the stories true? One way of finding out, ‘cause I’m not telling you
7.
Heatbreak 03:41
Heatbreak I Lay beside you 
In the cold light I like you So friendly, so kind
 So perfectly designed
 When I'm inside you
 Nothing catches 
I slip away so easy
 Despite my best attempts
 You can't hold me
 
 Your walls of glass reflect my eyes
 Transparency: the best of all disguises
 You offer up what I most prize
 And I reach right through you
 
 When's it gonna take?
 I've been waiting so long for these walls to shake
 When's it gonna take?
 I've been waiting so long for this heat to break
 
 You have no secrets
 So you tell me
 I know that you are lying 
I feel it when I'm lost and I am driving
 Through the streets you don't feed 
Til they're poisoned with need
 Kept out of sight
 The barriers watertight
 
 Face to face, skin to skin 
Gliding past, unchanged, unchanging
 No way through and no way in 
No catch to catch me

8.
Four Winds Red Shoes Still my hands, they won't stop 
shaking, reaching out
 Further than the flesh will go
 Catch my breath it can't catch up with me 
I'm too far beyond it
 I'm running with the hurricane that I contain
 these winds that blow
 
 Over hill over dale over forest in flight
 Under sun under moon in the dark and the light
 Through the pulse through the skin to the edge of the knife
 Through the hours and the days all the time of my life
 
I am four winds and two 
 Burning up in these red shoes
 Dancing til my feet turn blue 
Trapped in these red shoes for you
 Stretch my skin it can't keep in
the forces beating beneath it 
I cannot rest - I cannot sleep
 A creature with wings I am a 
herald of stranger things
 I am transforming - taking to flight
 Like seven sisters, up into the night
 Bearing a light
 
 Through the halls through the town down the glittering streets
 Through the walls through the keys down the wires beneath
 On the stage on the page there's nowhere left to hide 
I'm dancing dancing dancing
 
 
I am four winds and two 
 Burning up in these red shoes
 Torn apart and pushing through
 Trapped in these red shoes for you
 
 I am for you in these red shoes 
I am for you
 
 

9.
Crawl Inside 04:11
Crawl Inside I would share with you
 All the things I've done
 I would give to you
 The person I've become 
I would offer you
 All that could have been
 And I would be with you
 Like I should been then

 But you're not with me now I would spend with you
 All this endless time
 I'd make room for you
 Where I feel so empty now
 I would say to you 
 All the things I left unsaid
 And I would be with you 
Like I should have been then

 But you're not with me now We crawled inside the vents together
 I'd crawl inside of you forever But you're not with me now
10.
Watertight 03:58
Watertight Beneath the skin mechanical a little beast is stirring Scratching at the metal walls Scratching with organic claws Underneath the shining shield all the gears are whirring Spasms and uncertain jerks Something's gotten in the works I went out in perfect mask but now the cracks are showing I am safe here All my friends are near - watching And everybody knows, and everyone can see What's tearing away at me I can't be good and I can't be right Can't be strong and I can't be polite But you found me watertight You found me watertight You were my love, my lover, so close Born into the bone And we could walk the world together, darling, and it felt like being alone Somewhere deep inside of me all I know is changing Handprints and traces In these quiet spaces Underneath the skin, shifting, rearranging You are inside me I can't be good and I can't be right Can't be strong and I can't be polite But you found me watertight You found me watertight I can't be good and I can't be right Can't be strong, no, not tonight But you found me watertight You found me watertight I'll let you go I'll do what's right I haven't believed it 'til tonight
11.

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Hidden Cities is the new album by Fourlight Firefly.

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released November 1, 2014

Fourlight Firefly is:
Elizabeth Fein (vocals)
Mathew Fuller (guitars, synths, drum machines)

Hidden Cities Track Listing:
Don't Let Me Go
Tangled
Lady Stockholm
You And Me And The Elephant
Your Monster
Werepyre
Heatbreak
Four Winds Red Shoes
Crawl Inside
Watertight

songs written & arranged by
Elizabeth Fein and Mathew Fuller

lyrics by
Elizabeth Fein
(except “Crawl Inside” by Mathew Fuller & Elizabeth Fein)

© & (p) Fourlight Firefly 2014

Tracks 1 - 6:
Guitars, synths, and drum machines recorded by
Thomas Wenzl at B!tch Kitty Studio.
Vocal recording and mixing by Dan Clark
at listless works in Milwaukee, WI.
Mastering by Eric Oehler at Submersible Studios.

Tracks 7 - 10:
Recorded and mixed by Kaylie Ackerman.
Mastered at Sound Mirror.

Album art by Garth McMurray

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